This is gonna hurt like hell

These words are from a song.
These words sum up all I am feeling tonight.
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Hold on
Hold on to yourself
For this is gonna hurt like hell
Hold on
Hold on to yourself

You know that only time will tell
What is it in me that refuses to believe
This isn't easier than the real thing
My love you know that you're my best friend
You know I'd do anything for you
My love let nothing come between us
My love for you are strong and true

Am I in heaven here or am I...
At the crossroads I am standing

So now you're sleeping peaceful
I lie awake and pray
That you'll be strong tomorrow and we'll
See another day and we will praise it
And love the light that brings a smile across your face

Oh god if you're out there won't you hear me
I know that we've never talked before
Oh god the man I love is leaving

Am I in heaven here or am I in hell
At the crossroads I am standing

Hold on
Hold on to yourself
For this is gonna hurt like hell